Four you I would travel the world

1. It's Jon's Birthday
2. It the first day of summer... little people are out of school now.
3. I SLEPT IN, until like 10.
4. I had some fucked up dreams about the "new" Holocaust.

Today is Friday. I like Fridays normally. I just feel like it's going to be plain and boring today. I don't know. Julie and Erica are at work and I'm at home, nothing to do. Maybe I should go wash my car.

My Holocaust dream: I wake up and we are being herded though these long lines. I don't have anyone I know but i see these people trying to escape so I follow them. I end up "joining their ranks." I'm not sure why I was going to be part of the people that were headed to doom but I knew I fit in well enough on the outside of it all. We keep helping more and more people try and get out of that mess. Not everyone wanted to come. I remember we got to wear silly costumes and fun wigs. I wore a pink one at one time and black leather. I think the people who were headed to die were the people I now avoid. The people that saved me were my friends and the people who were unaffected by the whole mess were the people who I could consider myself equal with.

I woke up sometime around 6 from that dream and wet into this weird dream that followed on that one. I was still in the "Holocaust" but it was later in life. I was at my friend Erica's house but it wasn't the one she lives in now. It was Christmas eve. I was trying to leave but they wouldn't let me go. I just wanted to be with my family. I really didn't know where they were but I had to find them. She told me I should just stay with them. I did. Her mom gave me a camera as a present. It used film and reminded me of my aunt's old one. I was so happy about it. Then I left to go back to the house I was staying at. I started talking to someone who had been rescued from the mess and we decided that we should find our families. The only people I had found from my past were Erica and Julie. They helped and we ended up finding Jon. It was his birthday in my dream. I don't think he even recognized me when we went to meet him. We didn't stay long and before we got back home I woke up.

I don't know what to think about that dream. I'm just going to say WHATEVER!

Time to go wash a dirty dirty car!